Love

Love is so indescribable - it creates a feeling of euphoria and yet a feeling of uncertainty. How do you know if the other party is interested in you? Praise God if you are interested in that person and the feeling is reciprocated.

Its interesting to see how God is working in my life as I trust Him for a man worthy of my love. He wrote in my heart sometime back during Women's meeting. At that time, the feeling was so strong when Deaconess Karen shared about the love story of Ruth and Boaz. I enjoyed the feeling that God gave, however, I started to question - is it really him?

I know it is not a crush like some cute/handsome guy that I meet. In fact, I realised that I grew to respect and was interested in him as time ticked by. There were many instances where there were just too many "coincidences" of me and him. Examples include my secret santa, EJ camp - 5 Schools of Royalties (seeing me down and dirty), being a core member etc. In fact, even when I talk to him, I realise my heart beat was beating at constant beat/min - I felt comfortable. Is that how it is supposed to be? I feel elated when I receive text messages from him. In fact, while helping out with the Xmas party, I chatted with his family and realised that his mum knows quite a bit of stuff about me - what does that suppose to mean? Is that coincident or what?

Love for now, is too complicated for me to handle. In fact, I will leave it in God's hands and pray that if he is really the one for me, God will move on his side. For now, I am enjoying every opportunity to be able to work alongside with him.

Ps: my apologies if this entry doesn't seem to have much thought.