HELP!! I don't know how I'm supposed to feel..

As I sit down to type this entry, a Christian song popped in my head.

Is your burden heavy,

as you bear it all alone?

Does the road you travel,

harbour danger yet unknown?

Are you tired and weary,

in the struggle of it all?

Jesus will help you,

When on His name you call.

He is always there,

hearing every prayer,

faithful and true.

Walking by our side,

in His love we hide

all the days through.

When you get discouraged,

just remember what to do,

Jesus, will help you when on His name you call.

Recently, I have been worrying about alot of things. No, not school work or the working life, but rather, its about the finances. As I have not been a successful applicant for the scholarship, my parents had to look for other alternatives of payment media. On wednesday, I went down with my parents to the loans department to see the viable options of loan. In the end, they decided to use their policy money as a form of finance media for my studies. After that, we went down to Sim Lim Square to see the laptops. After going round for 2 storeys,(we worked our way down from the 6th floor to the 4th floor) decided to buy the Acer travelmate 4103 laptop. It cost $2290 which included 2 webcams, Norton anti-virus software, cleaning kit, acer optical mouse and a 512MB thumbdrive. Was a rather worthy deal!! My fingers are quite "itchy" but waiting for my da jie to come back from her retreat before we start to play around with MY laptop. So contradicting right?

Anyway, went out with Phoebe and Sally yesterday to catch up with them. Been ages since I last saw the both of them. Watched Mr & Mrs Smith..Nice movie..I thought that Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie looked nice onset..Suave and pretty respectively. Nonetheless, I received a phone call from my agent regarding my successful application for the housing. Yeah!!!But I realised that it was a single rm and not a double rm. Cos Phoebe and I planned to be rmmates but looks like we maybe neighbours instead. Ok, now my parents have to make another payment..I guess there's alot of payments that needs to be done since I'm a new student entering the academic year.

Certainly looking forward to entering the next phase of my life and I just pray that I will be able to produce the results. Anyway, my dear friends and acquaintances, I hope we'll be able to meet up some time before I fly off to Adelaide. Looking forward to the Sentosa Outing tmr with ASc peeps!