I did not know how to reply to a text message that came in abruptly last night from someone whom I thought had killed the relationship or let it die a natural death. Suddenly, it felt as though the relationship was given the kiss of life and it has been revived.
I got on life pretty fine without him for the past 3 weeks. I'm confused! I have been praying about it, asking the Lord that if it is His will for me to get married, for Him to introduce my knight in shining armour and for me to discerning when the time comes. I recall the Arrow meeting on Saturday where Pastor Benjamin shared about sowing the seed of God's word into our lives before we start sowing the financial seed, seeds of relationship. Perhaps, I should just treat this relationship as I would to a friend, so that in the event that we do not end up being together, I will not be hurt. Oh, its easier said than done!
Ps: Thanks Soph for your text messages, although its still pending my decision.I need direction, Lord!
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